misundterstood

i was hoping that you of all people would understand,
understand the pain it is to live.

You maybe blind to these chains that bind me,
this pitiful feeling that grinds me.

but then again, you're never here when I need you
I'm just waiting
alone, here
waiting for my time to end.

Just leave me alone now,
cuz in the end, it doesn't matter what I do
this feeling is the same
I'm always alone, stuck in yesterday.

they say it's ok for others to misunderstand,
as long as those that you love, knows
but you don't know

and I cant tell you
because I know that you're deaf in both ears
and you're blind in one eye

but you choose not to see,
not to listen,
but make shit up in your mind

your soul knows it,
but your thoughts disagree

if only i could wring your neck and shake you violently
from side to side,
then you'd mite understand

but, i can't do that anymore
im not here anymore
because you dont choose to wake up
to this reality

that i'm no longer here..